taking the chinese paper can realli be a dispiriting affair.
to actually see and realize tt im seriously lacking behind in my language, it realli served as a wake up call, calling me, begging me to do more and prevent this whole calamity from persisting.
it is selfish to keep someone u love to urself.
but isnt it more selfish, to push someone hu loves u away?

wad devastated me the most was not my disability to answer the ques accordingly, but...nvm.
im most positively sure that they didnt mean it.
so i will just..put it aside.
ure struggling, ure fighting, ure persisting.
hold on. Hang on. and all will not go to waste.

And to my dear frens,
thx all for ur comforts tt actually warmed my heart.
they didnt realli help alot in easing the pain tt dwells inside
but they surely proved and assured me that i am fortunate to have frens, wonderful marvelous frens, like u ppl.

as quoted frm Lewis : God has planned it sui sui for me
everything has a purpose.
and its purpose will inculcate certain values and lessons in me, to become a better person.
so...as adviced frm Joseph, i shall go sleep now and watch the sun rise tmr and see a brighter hope each day lolz.

QP, hang on. (:
they're not.
but then again hu am i to complain, when so many ppl out there are sufferring much more than me?